Chapter 3 Remembering Berlin I stood outside the smoked-glass entrance structure that marked the underground location of the Shattuck Avenue BART station in Berkeley, smoking a cigarette and trying not to look like I was nervous. Why should I be nervous? In Berkeley, people meet old friends they haven't seen in years all the time. They're not nervous. It's probably a violation of some city ordinance or another to be nervous here. Don't sweat it, man, you're in Berkeley (under penalty of law). I heard him before I saw him - that laugh, thunderous and ringing, would never change. I turned to see him coming out of the station, laughing at something someone had just said, or maybe just laughing. He looked different since the last time I'd seen him, but he was still unmistakable - a big, bearlike man with a coffee complexion and a mop of dreadlocks, his face deeply seamed with laugh lines, his eyes twinkling. He could have been any age from 30 to 70. "Hello, Jake," he said softly, clasping my arm below the elbow and using my mortal name. "Hello, Eli," I replied. This wasn't going at all the way I'd envisioned it. In my version, I was angry - rightfully so - with Eli for disappearing, abandoning his Servitors, pawning some of us off on other Archangels and forgetting about others, including myself. I gave him the cold shoulder when we met, stayed chilly and distant until he asked what was wrong, then let all my resentment and anger out in one incandescent flood. Then he apologized. That was my version. Instead, I found myself unaccountably glad to see him, unable to stay angry. I was filled with an inexplicable feeling that, now that he'd finally shown up, everything would be all right. At the very least, I figured he'd have a good reason for having disappeared, one that would make Dominic see that he couldn't be a heretic. I was just glad to see him, and that was a feeling I hadn't felt in a long time. We walked down Shattuck to the corner with Haste, where the Barnes & Noble guarded one side of the avenue and a nice secondhand bookshop the other. Eli tsked as we prowled the mystery section, noting that I'd let Frank Hanson's books slip out of print. I tried to explain that it was just another one of the million things I hadn't been able to care about since he ditched the celestial scene, but he changed the subject, and I went along because I didn't want to destroy the mood. From there, we rambled, making our way across the residential neighborhoods that lie between Shattuck and Telegraph. The area is crawling with college kids, lying as it does so close to the University of California campus. (There are other campuses in the UC system than Berkeley, but UC Berkeley is the only one the students call "Cal".) It takes a lot of bookstores, pizza parlors, record shops, and purveyors of oddities to keep a bunch like that happy, and most of them are on the northernmost part of Telegraph Avenue, where it's one-way northbound. On the weekend, Telegraph's one-way section is also home to a totally different, but related, kind of street bazaar. Vendors with folding card tables and mutt dogs at their feet sell all manner of odd wares there, on the weekends. Walking up one side of Telegraph on a Saturday afternoon, you'll encounter a black woman in a muumuu selling braid beads and jewelry made of an interesting opalescent material; a bearded, grizzled man in a threadbare Army field jacket, his table covered in political bumper stickers ("US OUT OF " is a favorite theme of his sticker supplier); two young men selling an herbal blend that smells like, and they claims affects the user like, but isn't, marijuana; a buxom blonde woman with a spaced-out grin, offering The New Macrobiotic Cookbook and related items; a big, tough-looking guy selling beautiful pottery, thrown, glazed and fired by his own callused hands. And that's just in the block south of Durant. Eli seemed to know every one of the street vendors personally, or maybe he just approached them like he did and their own natural affability kept them from acting like they were wondering who the hell he was. He bought a packet of the faux joints and insisted that I take one, that they were "cosmic". He passed the time of day with the bicycle cop who passed by, making sure that the panhandlers weren't getting pushy with passersby. He had a quarter or so for every panhandler who hit him up - two if their approach was creative. Over slices of massively thick, delicious pizza at Blondie's, I finally got the chance to ask him what he was doing on Earth, why he had dropped out of celestial society. My tone came off as more curious than the heated accusation I had planned; his good cheer and happiness to see... well, -everyone- had muted my anger, made me feel as though it would be childish to be mad at him. He looked at me for a moment, his eyes growing sad. Then he said softly, "Marlael, do you remember Berlin?" "Of course I remember Berlin." How could I forget? Berlin, 1935, was the last time we'd talked. The Nazis were in power, the city was starting to feel the prewar gloom as Europe hurtled toward war with Hitler at the wheel, and Berlin, long a haven of intellectuals and artists, was starting to feel downright dangerous. I was then been much the same as I am now, though my mortal vessel had gone by the name of Mark Sullivan in those days - an American private eye, living in the San Francisco Bay Area. A case took me to Berlin, and I ran into Eli at a sidewalk cafe while wandering the city, killing the downtime between wrapping up the case and my ship leaving for New York. He was different then, too - his mortal vessel back then was a Jewish artist named Saul Steinberg. Saul didn't look anything like Eli's current vessel, but he had the same laugh, even though Jews and artists in Berlin didn't have much to laugh about in 1935. We sat and drank coffee long into the night, talking about the saddening state of the world and speculating about the positioning of various celestial forces in the arrangeent of the conflict everyone could feel coming. Finally, at the end of the evening, he stood up, stubbed out his cigarette, and grabbed his hat, saying, "The whole thing stinks, Mark," he said. "The whole thing stinks and I've got to find out who's behind it." "What? What are you talking about?" I asked. "Just promise me you'll watch your back until we meet again, OK? I'll probably need your help when the time comes." We met every month or so back in those days. I didn't think it was any big thing to reply, "Sure. No problem." "See you around, Mark," said Saul. He put on his hat and walked out into the rainy night, and that was the last I'd seen of him until today... sixty-two years later. "Of course I remember Berlin," I repeated. "You confused the hell out of me and then disappeared on me. I'm not likely to forget that." Eli nodded, gazing down at the steaming surface of his coffee. "I'm sorry about that, Marlael. I really am. But you have to look at it from my perspective." "A difficult task," I observed, "considering you didn't see fit to let me in on your perspective." "I thought it was the right decision at the time," Eli replied. "I was going to be digging into some pretty heavy stuff, stuff other celestials wouldn't want to get out, and I didn't want to take anybody down with me. It was better to let everyone believe that I'd dropped out, gone walkabout. That way if it backfired, I wouldn't take friends down with me." "Some of us would be happier to go down with you than be left in the dark," I growled, lighting a cigarette. "I know that now," Eli replied. He looked truly sorry - so much so that I relented, and instead of nagging about it any more, I asked, "So what's the deal? What was this heavy stuff?" "I'm not finished with it yet," Eli replied. "I'm getting close, damned close, but I don't have enough proof yet." "Enough proof to do what?" Eli sat back and rubbed the bridge of his nose, then opened his eyes, looked me in the eye, and said softly, "Marlael, I'm going to topple the Inquisition." I blinked. "You're what?" "I'm going to topple the Inquisition," he repeated calmly. I tried to keep my voice low as I replied, "Eli, do you realize how much Dominic wants your hide? He suspects you've been consorting with evil this whole time you've been gone." "He's not far off," Eli replied. "Diabolicals often know things that our own people don't - or aren't willing to talk about." Eli shrugged. "Once I have the proof I need, Dominic won't be the worry." I was so stunned and absorbed by what Eli was laying on me that I wasn't paying enough attention to my surroundings - always a potentially fatal mistake for someone in my line of work. I hadn't noticed the wiry, middling-height guy in jeans and a dark warmup suit slide into the next booth over, behind Eli. The first time I realized anything was wrong was when I heard a popping noise, like the sound a piece of bubble wrap makes when you squeeze it, and saw Eli's face take on a look of infinite surprise. "Marlael," he said, his voice as steady and calm as ever. "You'll have to finish it for me." Then he fell face-first into his pizza, his corporeal vessel just as dead as any human I'd ever seen shot in the back. Over Eli's dead shoulders, the Malakite I'd met the day before grinned and leveled his derringer at me. It was no ordinary derringer - not if it had just killed the corporeal vessel of an Archangel with a single shot - and I had no illusions about my ability to survive a hit from it. So I did what any self-respecting private eye would do. I threw myself sideways, bellowed "CALL THE COPS!!" and ran like hell as the Malakite's second shot took out a framed copy of a Time Magazine article about Tupac Shakur on the wall behind me. One problem with the sidewalk bazaar on Telegraph Avenue: it makes it hard to run away from somebody who wants to kill you. On the other hand, if that somebody -only- wants to kill -you-, it also makes it hard for them to shoot you as you try to get away. Either that or the Malakite was out of ammo. No shots rang out, no enchanted bullets whizzed past me, as I shouldered my way with many apologies through the crowded sidewalk, heading south. He was chasing me, though. Far be it from a Malakite to give up the chase just because his heaviest weapon was out of play. I could hear the sounds of the crowd, already agitated by my impolite passing, raising more protest at being barrelled through by my pursuer. I'll be the first one to admit that I have no shortage of faults. I'm a Mercurian, a member of the lowest Choir of angels. We were made to be closer to Man than God. Of all the faults I've picked up in all my time among humans, though, there's one that's gotten me into trouble time and time again, more often than not, over the years, and that's this: Sometimes, I get angry. Which is why, instead of running away and finding a place to hide, like I should have done, I got ahead of my pursuer, ran around the corner onto Channing Way, and ducked into a doorway. I fished around in my pocket for my trusty punch reinforcer and waited, listening as the sounds of my pursuer's shoes got closer and closer. Malakites aren't known for their subtlety and this guy was living up to the cliche; from the sound of his footsteps he was running flat-out, probably thinking I'd gotten far enough ahead of him to turn another corner. I waited, then sprang out of the doorway, unloading a straight left with a fistful of rolled quarters into the side of his face. It struck with all of my strength, the added rigidity of the quarters, and the force of my weight hurtling out of the doorway. The impact made a satisfying thwack and he dropped like a sack of potatoes, not out, but stunned and startled off his feet. I hauled him up by the lapels, yanked his jacket down to foul his arms, and spun him around. Then I pushed him in a kind of drunken frog-march into the alley and shoved him by the back of the neck against the wall of the building and put the muzzle of my .45 behind his ear. Corporeal vessels might be tougher than the humans they resembled, but if I blew Laughing Boy's skull all over the wall, he was just as finished - in that body, at least. "You son of a bitch," the Malakite grunted as he regained his senses. "You'll fry for this." He spat out a couple of bloody teeth. "Will I? I'm not the one who just offed an Archangel, buddy. Now why did you have to go and do that?" "It's none of your damned business," he snarled. I pulled him back a little and bounced his face off the wall. He glanced around, trying to see if we were drawing a crowd, but from his vantage point he couldn't see much but wall, and anyway, we weren't. Nobody looks down alleys in the city, and our little dance on the sidewalk had been so quick nobody had noticed it. "Bad choice of words, friend," I observed. "You just killed my Superior and you're talking about damnation?" "It's my job," he replied. "Eli wouldn't return to Heaven to face his trial... so I forced him." It dawned on me what he meant. When an angel's corporeal vessel is killed, the angel doesn't die; we're made of sterner stuff than that, more firmly attached to the Symphony than mortal men. We just lose our connection to the corporeal plane. An angel who is killed on Earth finds himself in Heaven, next to his celestial Heart - his anchor to all that which makes him celestial - dazed, perhaps even in shock, but celestially unharmed. So -that- was their game. Simple, elegant, but oh, so cunning. Want to arrest an angel? Station an arrest squad near his Heart, then have somebody kill his corporeal vessel. A plan that could only have been thought up by a Malakite. Damn. As I was thinking about that, the Malakite got an arm free and drove his elbow back into my sternum. I moved with the impact and kept him from caving in my chest, but to do it, I had to let him go. Once he'd regained his wits, he was stronger than me. As I stumbled back, I wrenched at his jacket; he yanked his other arm out of it and ran. I considered shooting him as he ran off, but shooting was out of the question with the area as crowded as it was, and I could hear sirens approaching. The crew at Blondie's might look out of it, but they know enough to call the cops when people start shooting. "We'll be back for you, Marlael," called the Malakite as he reached the other end of the alley. Then he disappeared around the corner, leaving me with a jacket, a sore chest, and a whole lot of questions. TO BE CONTINUED