4||0|1042|0|yes 0|0|0|||||Elegy for Loss|The Traitor||13:30:38|06/07/2009|Alexander Luthor.%0D%0A%0D%0AI was originally greatly surprised by the name. He wasn%27t shaven-headed when I first talked to him otherwise I really would have had to pinch myself. What he was%2C was beautiful. I could try to describe just how beautiful but I%27d end up impersonating Stephenie Meyer and nobody wants that.%0D%0A%0D%0ASeeing him for the first time blew me away%2C and kissing him for the first time was even better. You know how when you feel your whole being just sort of shift%3F That. I fell in love with him at that moment. He then held me a little while.%0D%0A%0D%0AAnd then we started going out. He was kind to me. Little things%2C like breakfast and things.%0D%0A%0D%0AI think I miss that the most.%0D%0A%0D%0AHis mother and father didn%27t approve. Well%2C they wouldn%27t. Strict Roman Catholics the pair of them. Only his mother got sick three weeks ago and Alex hadda visit her with his father.%0D%0A%0D%0AHe was angry. I could understand that. But there was no reason to scream at him. Alex told me on the phone.%0D%0A%0D%0ANext morning everything%27s fine... then at 6%3A04 I get a call from the police.%0D%0A%0D%0AAlexander Luthor was dead. And the bottom dropped out of my world and there it has stayed.%0D%0A%0D%0AThey buried him yesterday.%0D%0A%0D%0AI was not allowed to attend.%0D%0A%0D%0AI don%27t know why I%27m writing this... I just felt I needed to get it all out of my system. I%27m sorry. 1|1|0|||1||RE%3A Elegy for Loss|Prince Charon||23:19:43|06/07/2009|I don%27t think I can say anything that would help%2C but you have my sincere condolences.%0D%0A%0D%0A%93They planned their campaigns just as you might make a splendid piece of harness. It looks very well%3B and answers very well%3B until it gets broken%3B and then you are done for. Now I made my campaigns of ropes. If anything went wrong%2C I tied a knot%3B and went on.%94%0D%0A%09-- Arthur Wellesley%2C First Duke of Wellington 2|1|0|||||RE%3A Elegy for Loss|Leafdance||23:25:20|06/07/2009|nobody can say anything that will help..and platitudes just make the knife twist. but take the pieces of him that he left with you and try to make it through each day. my sympathies. 3|1|0|||1||RE%3A Elegy for Loss|Apostate_Soul||22:01:19|06/08/2009|%0D%0AI%27m truly sorry to hear about your loss.%0D%0A%0D%0A%2Aoffers hug%2A%0D%0A%0D%0AMy thoughts are with you. 4|1|0|||||RE%3A Elegy for Loss|BeardedFerret||00:48:35|06/09/2009|I%27m so sorry for your loss.%0D%0A%0D%0ATake care of yourself. Grief is a horrible thing to go through but you don%27t have to do it alone.